First off, the presentation went fine I suppose. I got a little nervous and frazzled. I had a critique yesterday. Showing my work makes me so nervous. It was brought up that I need to do more to reach out, rather than just the website thing. It frustrates me. Sometimes I wish I had gone into a different department. There are moments I don't really feel I belong. I sort of push myself into my own little niche. Which is fine, but it does not alleviate this certain tension I feel at times.
Let's forget about that tension for the moment and get to other subjects, namely what is happening at this very moment.
listening to: Ataraxia--Ad Perpetuam Rei Memoriam
reading: Antonin Artaud, Selected Writings and Death on the Installment Plan by Ferdinand Celine. I just recently reread George Bataille's Story of the Eye. Blue of Noon is much better.
I am also reading books by Emile Durkheim for my sociology class.
drinking: Arizona Green Tea, which I am perversely addicted to
In my bag? photography notebook(negatives and such), light-safe box, photo paper, notebook, sketchbook, zip disks, Emile Durkheim's The Notion of the Totemic Principle(for a class), copies of Neuralgia, Smashing Pumpkins single "Heavy Metal Machine."
websites: The Original Twisty Cats Website, Dame Darcy's Paperdolls, The Gnostic Society, The Enochians.
today's bitch: I couldn't get tickets for The Cure show in Chicago. The bastards!
the good part: I don't have to get up early tomorrow.
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